It's only July but here's a wish list for my birthday

- a website for my online portfolio

- a job

- a new battery for my macbook

- 2GB of RAM for my macbook (mine is 512 mb -__-')

- 500GB (or +) external hard drive

- Snow Leopard OS X (still using tiger)

... or just get me a new Mac, lol!

I miss Pao

Gonna go have fun tomorrow!

I don't care if it rains, I'm gonna go swimming!

It's not July 3rd anymore.

July 3rd made me feel.... excited!

July 3rd is before July 4th! HAHA.

July 3rd was yesterday.

July 3rd was a bit scary, but it had to happen.

And it happened on July 3rd.

=) I like July 3rd

embarassing.

WEEEE!

Okay. I'm Irritated. The more this piles up, the worse this is going to end up in the end. Now how do I let go?

*Inhale* *Exhale*

When I said "Hey, Michael Jackson's a Christian"

(Well, it's my bad for assuming that but I said it because he was talking about Christ and how he is following Christ's ways).

My mom got mad and for some odd reason... she didn't like the idea of him being a Christian.

Good one, Ma. -__-;

So we don't have hot water in our house. Some guy who was suppose to fix the gas leak broke it and still hasn't come back to re-fix it. This is the 4th day we havent had hot water. We have to boil our own. Fun...

Have to meet up with the client again at starbucks. I don't plan in bringing my computer. She'll probably bring her own -- a Dell. Not bad, at least it's not an HP. I've been hearing real bad stuff about HPs. They say its a battery defect. It kinda sucks because I used to like HPs. Just when they "personalized" it (even though they all look the same, lol) bad stuff start happening. My sister has an HP and it BURNS UP real quick. I really hope they fix that soon.

I need a job, hopefully soon. So I can save up for um... life? (lol!) Well they do call it life savings, right? Haha, I'm so clueless about it. But I have to. AND Hopefully, I can graduate in 2 years. I don't care how long this will take, I just want to get it DONE. 

My water is done boiling. Shower time.

Also, can someone tell me pastor's message last Sunday? Just curious on what he said ... well, what he said about MJ.

I gotta start playing around with Joomin's website.

It feels good to do something I love and be paid... even though it's not much, it is still a job!

Now I realize why some people wonder I do this for free. Because what I can do, not everyone can. I just thought it was common sense. I mean <img src="URL address"> means a picture, DUH! (LOL!)

But I guess I'm wrong. I should start asking money for this. I've been offered but I usually say "it's okay." What the heck was I thinking?! LOL!

Ms. Product Designer has awesome stuff to put on her website. She's so cool! She studied Engineering in Waterloo then now Product Design in OCAD. I'm not a fan of OCAD but I think her work is cool. She's replacing her Dell soon with a Mac which totally made her 10 times cooler. HAHA! I love working with other artists.

AWWW! I'm a freelance designer! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! *tears*

P.S. I don't design logos. Because I suck at them. Seriously. I should be banned to design them. LOL! So please stop asking me. =)

People are not perfect. More than often we will make mistakes. We may do it unintentionally, out of anger, or just plain stupidity but that doesn't mean our talents are depleted. It doesn't mean that our art and my opinions are less valuable.

For example: Just because Chris Brown hit Rihanna, doesn't mean he's a bad artist.Why do people stop playing his songs?

The media tends to twist things. Make the people to take sides without questioning anything we hear or see. Then we take it forever with us... or until it's too late.

For example: Michael Jackson's child molestation case was in 1992. He was proven NOT guilty. Yet, before his death people still called him a pedophile.

In a way, I guess I'm guilty of this. Even to non-celebrities. We've all become critics of each other. And so unforgiving.

I'm Sorry.

Okay this whole busy thing needs to stop.

RIGHT .... when my term is over. I mean, I've been the youth secretary for 2 terms now. I can't be secretary again next year! Right?

Don't get me wrong. I love working for the church. I just feel that I'm handling way too many things when there's so much other people who CAN do this job better than me.

Honestly, I've been thinking of quitting. I thought maybe instead of me handling so many ministries, I can maximize my gifts if I focus on one. But I don't feel right quitting. I feel that if I leave, I'm kind of leaving things unfinished and it may stay that way until my term is done. I do feel that my job is important and I want to do my best at it even though I'm not very good at it. I was kind of surprised that I was voted to be one. My mom said God put me there so I can't say no. So I'm doing the best I can because God put me there.

Ah... I don't know! I'm so confused. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I do enjoy it, but I have way too much in my hands.

Help me Lord.

I get the clues.

But I'm not going to say yes unless I was asked directly, "Would you like to...."

DI BA?

Hindi yung nagpaparinig na lang. That's not a question.

So maybe I'm taking advantage of what I learned from Rick Mills... but I feel kinda bad because I'm not using it for the church. Hmm....

BUT I thought I would need someone who will do the paper work for me while I design. I can do less of the calling and the scheduling and I can do more of the designing. This may not be the best idea but for our situation right now, Pao will make a good admin. He's good at meeting other people... he's been actually good at getting me clients... I just say no because I'm already getting overwhelmed without starting. LOL! So with Joomin, I'm doing everything by myself but after this everyone has to get through him.

With the money I get, we'll split it but I won't ellaborate on how we're doing that. We don't have a name or whatever yet, we'll have one ones it comes to us. I just want to work.

So anyone who wants work done. Talk to Pao. He won't bite... (sometimes)

AYII! Special sya!

Hello Mr/Ms Web Developer. Want to be my best friend? =D

And help me design websites?

(Wow, what a job posting ad)

I cannot stand lazy people...

ESPECIALLY Lazy men.

Stop sitting around and waiting for someone to follow. If there's no one to follow, take initiative.

Men are made to be leaders. Men are made to stand up and do the work. Not sit on the chair and watch everyone else do the work. Not walk away when you are asked to do something. Men are made to do more working than talking.

UGH!

I'm not talking about all men here. There are still some who I highly respect.

bye bye 6 years with tabulas.

you improved very little

moved somewhere better

I didn't think it wouldn't be such a big deal moving. lol!

Yes I already have enough blogs on the net. Tabulas is the one I stayed with for the longest time. The reason why I'm moving is the community. You guys are GREAT as blog friends. I can't thank you guys enough for encouraging words in the comments. I love you guys. But when it comes to the design and art community (which is the career I intend to be successful in) Tabulas is lacking.

Rome guessed it right (you stalker! lol) I did move to Tumblr but simply to post creative stuff. I feel that Tabulas doesn't expose my work enough. Which can be the reason why I don't post much of my work here. BUT anyway, I will keep my Tabulas account to keep in touch with everyone since I'm kind of resposible that my friends moved here. Haha. I will ALSO from time to time post things. =)

So when I take back my goodbye. Maybe more of a ... I won't be here much.

I never fully understood where I am at my best and at my worst until I learned how to love someone.