I am currently looking for a dress. A friend of mine asked me to be one of her 18 candles for her debut and of course I gladly said yes. Then she asked me if its okay if I could get a cream dress. Hmmm... I was planning on wearing my red dress that I haven't worn but I guess I'd have to scratch that off the list.
BOO! Cream Dress. I will find you on Ebay! .... or some Asian store. lol!
Question though, is cream and beige the same? lol!
I know I haven't been back. BUT I WILL BE BACK. So for now I'll leave you with the most random video I found on YouTube. (Or should I say, YouRoob). lol!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.. what was that? LOL!
Ever since I learned how to put make up, I've been using it everytime I go out. So my goal is to not wear any for a month. I can live without it... I CAN I CAN (Yep, that's me convincing myself).
I got my cream dress! =) For 10 bucks. Well, it's not cream, it's beige. It's not a surprise though, it looks like my other dresses. I thought I could get my sister to make me one but she hasn't even started making my PJs. She's always making up excuses... yet, she's always skipping. (LOL!)
So two days ago, I caught myself searching through wedding dresses, services, and venues. o_O What the heck? lol! Am I unconsciously planning? Ewww!
++ It's almost 3:30 AM and I'm still awake. I can't sleep now. Stupid phone (caller).
It's something that my friends and I download, then get tired of it so we uninstall it, THEN download it again the next year or so. (lol) It's an on-off relationship we have with Gunbound and right now, we're on it everyday. If I could say this less cornier, I would but I can't avoid it. GunBound is not fun without my friends. I can't play when no one else I know is online. Maybe because I know I suck, and it's okay to suck in front of them. Also, they don't say hateful things when I miss shots 3 times in a row or accidentally kill my own team mate. HAHAHA! They just hate when they're getting killed. HAHA!
You've given me so much more than what you've taken away.
It's been so painful lately. But you've got a great reason for this, my Lord. I know you do. YOU DO! YOU DO!
"I'm hanging on another day just to see what, you will throw my way. And I'm hanging on, to the words you say. You said that I will, will be okay. The broken light on the freeway left me here alone. I may have lost my way now, but I haven't forgotten my way home."
Oh, you're the reason I'm going on. You're the only reason.
"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating. In the pain there is healing. In your name I find meaning. So I'm holding on, barely holding on to you."
So no more design-y posts for now. I kind of lost my ... whatever ... for it. Meh, see you later design! If ever you come back to me, that's cool. If not, that's still cool.
For now, I'm going to say my thank yous. In no particular order, just whoever comes to mind...
My Parents: Thank you po sa lahat! I know I've been such a big thorn in your neck, yet you still let me be that thorn. You did not even once tried to remove me. Now I shall try to understand you as you are trying to understand me. I'm seeing it now. I really am. Weee, we're getting along!
My Siblings: We don't get along all the time but I love that I have you guys! Kung hindi boring ang ating mga lives! (lol) Even though you guys don't say anything "sweet" whatsoever I can feel that you're behind me 100% (Ok, maybe not Hanie.. she's like 99%. LOL) I promise I'll help out when needed. You guys know I don't snitch, I still won't. LOL.
My Love: Thanks for standing still no matter how hard I tried to push you down. Hats down to you my trooper, no more pushing this time. Come over for dinner again. My mom cooked 2 ulams because she wasn't sure if you eat squids. haha! The fam's getting used to you now. =) Thank you for trying. Thank you for pulling me up, especially right now. You have done so much for me. SO SO MUCH! I do see it. I'll be right behind you to cheer! Thank you, my love. And yes, you're cute and handsome. STOP ASKING ME EVERYDAY! (LOL!)
My Partner-in-Crime: We're so alike in so many ways, and it's kind of weird because I'm the loud one while you're the quiet one. I guess we complete each other? lol CORNY! I love how I don't feel the age gap between us. I love it when you correct me, and I love the respect you give me what I say something. Thank you for not ignoring me because I know you have your own stuff to deal with, too. I love it when you email me. MUAH!
My Huffy: Okay, we get our moments of good and bad. I swear, we're like girlfriend/boyfriend... but both girls and we don't kiss... in that way. LOL! You know what I mean. But we still get back, thanks for understanding... and for not ... breaking up with me? LOL! I love spending time with you. I do! I do! I do! I remember our good times more than the bad, kasi yung bad natin, medyo petty. LOL! I SWEAR, TAYO NA! lol! Thanks for being there... starting from my very special memories you've been there and I don't want you going nowhere. Stay!
Diolandas: I have you guys, not by choice, but all in all you're all gifts to me.
My Farjah You are probably one of the sweetest guys I know. I know... there were times when I wasn't exactly being nice to you. I could give excuses but I won't... it's still bad so I'm sorry. Thank you for understanding why I did that, and thank you for forgiving me. Thank you for the call. Thank you for the concern. I'm glad you found your turtle. Where exactly did you find it, man? That's some crazy skilled turtle.
My Beej Flores & Carlo Rocillo: Oh the 147 crew won't be the same without you two. Thank you for the laughters. You two are such gentlemen. I love our outings together. I love you both so much! (Beej got more love because he's my blood.. LOL! Remember you got a 10!) My siblings probably feel the same way, too.
Mr. GZ: Thank you for listening. Thank you for the concern. Thank you for such an amazing understanding. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
Ms. Creative (SR): My inspiration! You get make me believe in myself. I really need that. I SO DO! I love hanging out with you! You get me excited over so many things! You're too cute! Thanks, Ms. Creative.
Angel Nunez: Thank you for letting me vent sometimes. And you already know, I can take your vents, too. I know sometimes I say things a little too straight forward but I just thought you gotta know. I'm sure you'll do the same things with me. Haha, and YOU DO! Thank you for that. Ha, I remember them sailormoon days. We should have recorded ourselves. LOL! I miss you.
My Tabulas Readers: Thanks for reading this even though you probably don't even know me. Thank you for caring even though I have nothing much interesting to say. Your comments are much appreciated even though I'm such a nut for not replying to some of them. I really should.
My Creator: Thanks for all these people. When you made them, I AM POSITIVELY SURE that you were thinking of me.