Gonna go have fun tomorrow!

I don't care if it rains, I'm gonna go swimming!

I miss Pao

It's only July but here's a wish list for my birthday

- a website for my online portfolio

- a job

- a new battery for my macbook

- 2GB of RAM for my macbook (mine is 512 mb -__-')

- 500GB (or +) external hard drive

- Snow Leopard OS X (still using tiger)

... or just get me a new Mac, lol!

I like being saved.

I'm glad I don't have a celly. But I do realize that I need it. Especially when they have to meet up with me, and they don't know how to find me. HAHA! Love playing hide and seek.

There are two things that I started avoiding - cellphones and MSN. Those two things caused a lot of unnecessary fights between Pao and me. Even though it's nothing - it turns out to be something. I didn't think of it as anything but now that I'm the one seeing it happen... I guess I understand why. So many people are being played around. So many things being hidden (then eventually gets discovered) from people. And all this are going to cause so many people pain. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming it on the media. Just some people are manipulating it to their advantage. They don't realize that it's souls they're playing around with.

It's funny though, now that I've stopped going online everyday, there are people who I feel I missed out a lot on. It seems like my relationship with those people are a bit strictly online. Which makes me a little sad. And to be honest, I don't even know how to approach them in real life. LOL.

Anyway...

To anyone who asked (Mae, Carlo SR, Hannah, Bryan), I'm sorry I didn't answer the question but thank you for asking. I lied to you or stayed quiet because I didn't even know what to say. But you're right I wasn't feeling okay. I think it's safe to say I feel better now. Or at least, I'm trying. Because of you guys, I know God's here with me. You asking meant a lot to me. God bless.