That is a poetic way of saying, I have an extremely messy room...

My artwork is all over the floor.

I need to document and archive my art properly...

Actually I need to take care of it properly. LOL

I need a portfolio.

LOL. Yeah, Totally not blog-worthy.

3 days at New York City in February with Best friends! I am super excited!

I want Pao and Hanie to come with, too... But then Pao will be stuck with someone he doesn't know in a room. (I'm thinking Andrew from Design class, lol). What's worse is ... stuck with an instructor. Oh well. I'll bring back something for him. Matching I *heart* NY shirts for us? lol Babe if you're reading this, you've got until Thursday to make up your mind. Haha. Hanie doesn't want to spend money on a three day vacay. 

So because of that I won't be getting a new computer anytime soon. It's a bit sad, but I can't have everything. lol. Plus. my Macbook still works. Maybe I'll just upgrade it since I can afford that =). I was hoping to get the new iMac 21.5 inches of sweet sweet screen. Sigh... hopefully a new shmexy one comes out next year so I feel good for waiting.

Also... my frustrations from my last blog has passed. I know, my God is great and HE answers prayers! I am thankful for such wonderful people who are willing to help me out. Thank you, Lord!

I need to rest just a bit. My head is way too busy.

I feel like I have given too much task to do at church and really, I cannot handle all of them.

Last night someone asked me, "Why are you avoiding to sing?" When I politely declined an offer to sing back-up for praise and worship at the Mississauga church. I said no not because I didn't want to, it's fun to be a back up singer. But I just had to be realistic with what I can handle.

And right now, there are SO MANY people in the church who can do the same thing I can do. They are so proud of their work and their talents! But when asked if they can use it at church, they turn it down and it may be good or bad reasons but that leaves people that are already working to do double jobs. Double jobs is equivalent to stress for most people. (Unless you're a work hog, you can have some of mine). I don't want to be stressed for the Lord. I'm sorry. I shouldn't feel this way. I should still feel joyful. Wait, I am.

I just need helpers, maybe? I need to organize. I am overwhelmed by the different ministries I'm taking. I just need to take a breather... and do it. (Oh my, and I've already ... unknowingly ... took the youth ministry for granted.)

I need to clear my head.

I miss high school.

I miss having a study mate.

Someone who will stay up with me studying.

AND KEEP ME AWAKE.

Ugh.

So tonight, coffee you're my study mate.

My dear Pao and I are figuring out what to dress up as for Halloween. Don't know if anything is going on but whatever it is, we're dressing up as a couple. We already decided but maybe I should keep it a surprise... =)

Speaking of dressing up, I haven't been dressing up nicely. I'm kind of wearing whatever these days. Living a life of a student. I packed most of my clothes so that moving in January won't be so hectic. I'm sure it still will be but at least lessen the load. I feel that I'm kinda unconsciously wearing bad clothes lately. lol! I mean, I get excited with shoes that Pao bought for me for around $2 at Bluenotes. (Srsly, it's like comfort heaven). I pretty much look the same everyday now. I don't even fix my hair, blow dry and tie it up.

I guess I miss dressing up. I just have no time for it yet. Nor the budget, lol.

Anyways, remember my last post about Sunday School? I thought I'd start by making videos of actions for children songs. I'm pretty sure it will be helpful because when I was doing the Sing and Dance class for VBS, I searched everywhere on Youtube. Found nothing. But I'll do that once I get my new Macbook Pro...

What new Ma..?

HUH? what are you talking about?

You just said you're...?

WHAT?

LET ME FINI...!!

YOU'RE WACK!!

I'm wack?! YOU'RE....

Yes you are.

Forget it....